Blog & Updates

Monday+ Tuesday 28/29 september
-Suppi Fanlisting converted to PHPfanbase ^_^ (it's gorgeous- if you have a fanlisting in project:forget php-princess.net's script and adopt the code-grrl.com one instead ^_^)
-New links (SLG) and members to KSN and Anti-Hentai (i'm thinking of converting them too maybe)
-New Site layout archives: Here
-Added deliberate faults to http://blinkie.suppi.net letters so i can see when they have been stolen

The doctor (DR Bottero) came and we had a loooooong talk and i bombarded him with questions about the treatment. I tested positive for these particular super bugs (Mycoplasma, Chlamydia Pneumoniae, Rickettsia) and will start the high doses of antibiotics next month.This month i'm taking diuretics and blood circulation treatment to prepare my body.
Over a period of one to two years (maybe more as my case is the most severe he has had so far) I will take very high doses of particular anti biotics in series of: two weeks treatment then three weeks recuperation.
For a minimum period of one month and a maximum period of 8 months (for the worst case he has seen- i hope i won't break the records) I will propably have a relapse and reactivation of symptoms (ie: anything i have now will be worse: cramps, tiredness,...).
This could seriously affect my ability to run websites and reply to emails that's why I'm trying to get the cliques automated to give me less work and more time for people.I'm trying to make the websites as stable as possible too so they don't go down while i'm not able to upload.If necessary i'll hiatus or hand on some websites.

For those of you who are scientifically curious: here's a little explanation of what happens: The microbes in my blood, organs and muscles seem to affect the way blood is transported round my body: which is why i get very cold, get cramps, exhausted after any effort and have foggy brain (bad concentration): there is not enough oxygen getting to the parts that need it. The antibiotics will fight these bacteria but the bacteria will fight back and release toxins (the bug equivalent of grenades/posionous gas/anti-personal mines..hey its warefare in your body every time you get a cold!) these toxins will clog up my blood even more for a while (that's why i'll be worse for some time) but bit by bit the antibiotics should kill off more and more of these bacteria and so i'll get much better.
The way to get toxins out of your body is to sweat more and spend more time in the toilet so i'll be having lots of very hot baths (yay!) and drinking loads (yay-ish) and taking diuretics (erm not so yay) to get rid of as much as possible.
For more information here are some links:
My doctor's research notes
Official CFIDS Site
Interesting notes:
Incidently "The most recent mycoplasma treatment protocol, includes the treatment for Borreliosis/Lyme" ^_~ @Kira
By amazing chance, I live in the same town as the researcher Dr Bottero which is why I can be treated even in my severe case (he can come to me instead of me travelling to him)
The more my symptoms get worse means the more bacteria are being attacked/killed so it's kind of good coming out of bad.

Ok so this month will be about getting my body prepared for the heavy treatment and its consequences. I'll try and set up the sites so they can be left for a while in the case that i would be not well enough to maintain them.

<3 to you all, thankyou for your friendship and support.Bless yaz!


Friday 26 september 4.50pm
-The Anti-Hentai clique has been re-done: new statement, new about sections, new buttons and new layout
The point i tried to make is about treating hentai like you would porn, after all we anime fans treat the series like real tv series.
I'm going to make a few little pixel buttons to say no hentai on this site etc... later today.
But for now i'm off to rest
huggles to everybody-remember to doodle those Inuyasha characters for Kira's contest on the oekaki!!


Friday 26 september 4.50pm
-made new templates for the rainbow blinkiemaker to make it easier to assemble blinkies
-moved and updated lots of links
-working on a new anti-hentai layout
-Check out the doodle board: Kira is holding a Inuyasha contest!
mega huggles to you all


Thursday 25 september 4.30pm
-I converted the Suppi fanlist to PHP (using the PHP-princess.net FL script and tutorials) and then went to pick-me.net to find a host as it looked terrible at Tripod because of their roll down ads, I posted on the tag board and recieved an offer within five minutes!!!! Shinrei from fan-girl.org and anime-portal.com offered to host it and I moved in, set up the database, chatted with Shinrei on AIM, joined their forum and added myself to the hostees link database all within two hours *@_@*!
That was amazing! So The Suppi/Spinel fanlisting is now automated and also (nice little tweak) displays the n° of members on the front page.
I'm in a sort of frenetic rush to get many things finished before monday, maybe i'm just scared silly.
Ok gotta go
love and huggles to you all


Tuesday 23 september 5.20pm
-New wallpaper: Summer Rain (unknown anime CG)
Tommy is recovering nicely ^_^
PS: if you like Inuyasha check Kira's Doujinshi:(not hentai at all!) Monkey Shines! It's really cute the look on Rin's face is priceless!


Monday 22 september 8.30pm
Well i'm over my grump, i feel silly for getting so mad anyway there is no excuse for ranting just because i'm in a bad mood..well i'm over it, there was a lovely little email sat in my inbox this morning and the plagiarism affair was a little mistake and all is forgiven
Actually i was so impressed by her honesty that I made a special angelic award *blushes*
What have I done today?...*ponders* i really should note down updates as I do them *let me think* ah! yes three new silly links in the links section: fat ninja of love, poke a sheep and Clubasia
On blinkiemakers I removed clone blinkiemaker links and added a new link to webbie
Its really stormy today and i'm going to look after Tommy the dog who just had "the chop" and who is feeling a bit miserable because he can't eat until tomorrow so i've got to go
mega huggles to all especially Kira (sorry for taking so long to reply)
*Sleepy*


Sunday 21 september 7pm
-New at webbie: 132 avatars and ani templates to customize them!
Those of you who know me well enough must have guessed that i was a)stressed b)avoiding another job to spend all day making avatars ^^;;
-New affiliate: Anime Intuition dot tk - a coll anime graphics site by Anniez
-Sorted out the affies...I'm a bit miffed that some didnt tell me their change of address and so on. *puzzled*
-Checked the galleries for duplicates with a lovely freeware program (dupdetect) and removed approx 12 (not too bad ^_^ )
-Feeling not very great with bad fever that just wont go away *grrrr@bugs* so don't expect too much patience from me this week *grins - nah i'm a sweetheart!*
-I think that maybe the good bad and clone blinkiemakers links page wasn't a great idea afterall..within three days I've managed to seriously get an upset plagiarizer angry at me... Saf says "Don't steal and I wont have any theft to report! Simple as that!"
Saf also says "If you're gonna steal: don't keep the same html, layout and direct links...its a BIG giveaway on who stole who! OK."
big kawaii huggles and rasberrys to stealers
*Moody*


Friday 19 september 7pm
-New tutorial at webbie: Shadow Divs
big kawaii huggles
ps: anyone heard of John Titor? If so what do you think? Is it for real?


Thursday 18 september 1pm
-Check the goodies section!!!
big kawaii huggles (lunch time!)


Wednesday 17 september 3pm
-New Counter at http://blinkie.suppi.net
-New pretty blog layout for you to dl at webbie.suppi.net called "Never leave me"
I had a blood test today, sounds trivial but I'm absolutely terrified of needles and up till now with good reason,... But today, the nurse (very nice lady) used a special needle to get into my deep arm veins (whilst I lay down and counted in order to not pass out) and because of using the thin needle and syringes (not the usual tubes) managed to get deep dark redblood all over the place (poor lady she splattered her beige skirt) she was embarrased and said she was amazing for managing to do so well (she is a lovely lady-we are gonna send her flowers for being so gentle and nice)...anywayz next time I asked if it wouldnt be easier for everyone to use the veins on the back of my hand instead of searching for hidden ones in my arms so that's what we'll do. Well that's everyone happy, I overcame my fear enough to let someone go at me with a needle without fainting and the nurse did a feat juggling with hidden veins, needles, syringes and 5 test tubes.*Phew*.
If I test positive to these bugs I may start a long "experimental" treatment of hefty antibiotics that will make me iller for a while (upto 2 years) before getting me somewhat better. I'm scared, my life has not been event free, not enough for rest in any case, in our house "routine", "calm" and "boring" are unknown words *^_^* and I don't see anyway of bribing/torturing/persuading people into adopting that way of life.We live under murphy's law...random and unexpected things happen, good and bad... would be nice to have a boring enough life to get properly rested in *^_^*
*Sleepy*


Monday 15 september 2pm
-New letter sets at http://blinkie.suppi.net
-(4pm) New good bad and clones links section up at blinkiemakers: check it out ^_^
-To do: replace the old verdana letters (original set) with redensek letters (clearer and classier)
-I should be working on character profiles but feel so tired today =p...i'll do them tomorrow *grins*
See you later, huggles to all, hope you are well and genki!
*Sleepy*


Sunday 14 september 1pm
-brand new blinkie maker "Rainbow" at http://blinkie.suppi.net
*The busy buzzy bee off to eat lunch*


Saturday 13 september 4pm
-french episode list
-new character profile images (100*100 avatars)
-edited character profiles
To do: add/edit character profiles by Kira or use them as references to write new (depends how much time I get)
*The baka buzzy bee*


Friday 12 september 11am
-All gallery images now open in new windows
-New review (under sitey/reviews/)
-New member to the suppi fanlist
-3 new fanarts by Lisa Bond
-New fan award for you to win (see fansection page)


Wednesday 10 september 4pm
-Made a wallpaper and button for contest winner: Jin (see contest archive under interactives)
-Made a custom wing blinkie for today's wonderful visitor: Angela
-New member to the suppi fanlist


Tuesday 9 september 3pm
-Completely redone the stylesheets section at webbie.suppi.net: its really detailed now! I'm so pleased
<3 stylesheets <3 div layers <3 positioning <3 colored scrollbars <3 text formatting
-Went throughout webbie looking for and fixing broken links
-Dicovered the tbody tag (th in css) for the first time and adopted it straight away ^_^ (see it in use on the character name flips page) To do list
-CCS Character profiles
-Pixel shading tutorial
-Pratical uses for the widely unknown replace color function in MSpaint
-Layout tips (spacing, font-sizing)
-New avatar and button templates (including sets for animations)
-Anti-Hentai new blinkies
-Anti-hentai clique: add links to sites about teens, sexuality, censorship, rating, nettiquette.
Mega kawaii huggles to Kira who is fighting evil flu bugs this week *Gambatte Kira-chan!*
Much love to all you visitors
Psst: Holly & Casdi are you still around ? I check many blog and updates each week but yours seem dead T_T I miss you.


Monday 8 september 1pm
-Joined new cliques :: reorganized the joined section :: made some codes
-Made two bitmap font zip packs for webbie downloads and a tutorial about tiny pixel fonts
-Special mega huggles to Kira who is sick T_T *snugglewugglehuggle*


Saturday 6 september 5pm
-A ton of updates and changes: sparked by the review I recieved today (71%!)
-Too tired to rewrite them all: they are mentioned in the review so please read that ^^
*huggles you*


Friday 5 september 2pm
-Spellchecked Kira's Info Articles (not many typos ^_^) so all the info section is/should be typo free!
-Sorted the Joined section (removed hiatus-ed sites/broken links, reorganized a few things...)
-Helsbels.net and Blinkiemakers is repeatedly hacked by some loser, if he does it again i'll start releasing some of the info i've collected - the lamer left what could be his site address (if it is his website- I have his home phone, address, and internet info).


Thursday 4 september 2pm
-Added a Mirror site (see splash page) to hopefully save bandwidth if it doesnt work i'll split the core part of SLG over two accounts (the fan section and cliques joined on one - the info, fun, main pages on another)
-For the same reasons: removed the banners on the splash page and replaced them with text links: its more user friendly anyway.
-Thankyou to Yiyi who sent in the meaning of Meilin in Chinese (see info)
huggles to all- see you tomorrow


Wednesday 3 september 2pm
-New members to AHC, KSN, Suppi
-New Affiliate: The mexican site Tomoyo's Hobbies
-Blinkiemakers index page was hacked by some guy who is bored...gotta contact helsie about this ^^;;
-Gone through the links page and removed all broken links, visited a few and added notes next to sites not updated anymore, also cleaned up the HTML (not that anyone except me will notice ^_^)
-My parents now have a scanner so I'm able to show you what was sat on my breakfast this morning (thanks to my daddy <3 <3 <3)
-Here is another photo of Suppi the mouse sat next to me while I make this website.Kawaii ne?! She is eating a chocolate chip from a cookie...Mice love chocolate much more than cheeze.
-Here is a pic of me as a baby, wearing the clothes Nanny knitted for my dolly because I was a very small baby (premature). Mom tells me that I spent a lot of time staring at things, eternally curious and used to freak out people in shops: *"Um madam, your baby is staring at me" - Mom: "Why yes! She thinks you're fascinating"*
-Listening to Tears for fears: Head over heels
-Inbox slowly emptying...


Tuesday 2 september 12pm
-Moved the rest of the mini sites to geocities
-Made a temp splash page for helbels.net which has been hacked again..what is it with hackers!?
-Ripped a fair amount of hair out over bandwidth and banner issues: on free hosts: either you have horrid adverts all over or you have site down because of bandwidth, i'll be on my free host quest again later this week
-Listening to the haunting Donnie Darko Soundtrack...I'm almost ready to see the movie (working up my courage)...You're now wondering what's up with me ne? Well my DonnieDarko "obsession" (ponderings) started months ago on discovering the website donniedarko dot com by accident..it is really amazing. I had never before seen trailers for the film or even heard of it but was intrigued by the website. It's very classy and creepy, it's designed in flash and has multiple levels protected by passwords (sparrow/smurf/breathe) and you can find out the answers to all the questions the film leaves un-answered as if the website actually completes the film.
Donnie Darko is a strange, dark, symbolic drenched film with a plot thread that not many people understand (like for the anime 'Lain') but no-one who sees it is left un-moved whether angry or sad or puzzled or in awe. It's one of those strange modern day faerie tales.The theme is time travel : the website gives away that answer,... but the film is very ambiguous and could well be about destiny / choice / parallel worlds / a teenage mind / being allowed to see what life would be like with or without you / a bad dream...
It's got a very dedicated and deep fanbase who spend a lot of time arguing about what the film meant *grins*
I find that more and more often I like to see a film and to understand it better, go observe its fanbase, see what they enjoyed, things they noticed and how mad they all are ^_^!

-Other than moving sites around the place and wondering about where to move the SLG core pages (6MO); I been working on this (deliberately fuzzy to avoid theft) I don't know what to do with it though, I already use it as a template for all blinkies I make but should I make each prop into a gif and make a blinkie maker? (180 props + new letters = more or less 300 props) *sigh* maybe later when i'm bored or too tired to do anything other than repetitive cut and paste/transparent and save.
-I'm now changing any member lists in ksn/ahc... to text files for easy editing...I may need to pass them on later this year if I start a new treatment..it seems more and more likely that it will happen.*trembles with fear and worry and excitement* that way it will be easy for someone to add new members: just a case of filling in the gaps.
Big Kawaii Huggles
Sorry if i have not yet replied toa an email, i'm really trying to get round to my inbox *^.^*


Monday 1 september 12pm
-KSN, AHC, Sakuraweb and Suppi fanlist moved to geocities (thank you Yiyi!)
-New KSN 50*50 button (to do: blinkies)
-Spell-checked all summaries (to do: Kira articles)
-Uploaded movie 2 trailers to the media sharing group (see media)
-Fixed downloads at webbie.suppi.net